Faced with 8:38
Faced with 8:38 (its form & function,
its deliberate countenance), anything I could say turns
cheap & aphoristic. Blush & stumble words
armored in intent.
My time spent (spine bent) in the brevity of
this 8:38 — in the linger & lull of its quick arms
— has been Auspicious. A piece of luck.
& Opportune.
Because time can instruct. Is.
Is always, in a sense, 8:38 & never
a finished thing. . . . Time is becoming less
rigid or more so.
Any form tends to become its own
function & carries within it (clutched
or cradled) a miniature of its own
destruction.
Movement & form are not the same
thing unless movement is given form
(is formed by & accepts
the gesture).
What have I done? (for example)
My eyes opened just as the bedroom
clock (digital) configured as if on ice 8:38.
Day, thus far, appears convex & not
altogether unpleasant.
On us too
On us too
beings & things
cast no shadow
morning is slim
sunless & nervous
a minute belies me
a minute betrays
a hand's tiniest
hesitation
in this kitchen
now
toast toasting in a toaster
& time's utter
refusal to obey
the promise of its own
consistency, its own
myth
as if planning
already
the daily, the small
celebrations
kept secret & to itself
while I have coffee & toast
8:38 prefers tea & eggs
-- Mary Molinary